I wonder when I reached the point that even 18 year old's seem no different from 12 year old's to me? Then again I think I've seen them as children ever since I was like 11 years old... Weird how I just noticed... Now that I think about it that would be a funny way to accidently piss someone off by calling an 18 year old a child when I am not much older... Heheheh~
I only fear boredom and silence since that is when I am mentally the weakest... My curiosity is consuming and honestly I am not sure how long I can ignore the inevitable... I wish I had more fears so I'd keep running and my mind wouldn't be able to focus... I think the voices are getting to me again I've been hallucinating again as well... Worrying? Maybe... I can't tell what's real anymore.
I started playing a game and was offered a tutorial that I naturally ignored... Well after breaking my controller on my forehead after getting my ass kicked for 3 hours on the intro mission I can say that tutorials exist for a reason.
I just realized authors are just bullshit artists!! Think about it we just pull stuff out of our minds that didn't exist before and make it sound interesting is that not the same as when you are bullshitting?
I had a real shitty day today and a mental breakdown but I somehow kept some level of sanity none the less… Anyway hopefully tomorrow will be better for me and anyone else who needs a better day! Goodnight.
There was nuts at a family gathering I was at recently so while cracking the nuts I made sure to exclusively refer to them as nut… My inner 12 year old demanded it so it couldn’t be helped! And I found it funny.
I have the habit of organizing things in an almost obsessed way no matter the time or place! Anywhere and everywhere... Except my own house for some reason as I hate organizing anything at my own house except for my little library and book collection.


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