and im scared of them/her.
Reason : Despite highest IQ/EQ of SHF nor i dislike/hate them, sometimes feels like speaking to a mod, and i have ptsd with mods of any kind, hence the "fear"
And possibly : like kryptonite's origin close to superman, sailus is too similar to me in fact speaking, hence make me feel bad unconsciously/soul.
+Coincidence, just like opinions of others on me, Sailus feel more like a "he" than a "she" (women usually arent that much factual speaking)
+Me being randomly praiser or critic or doom posting, is similar as Sailus as when i see a notif of them i have no clue if they will side or criticize what i say