You speak as if Philippine government officials would really invest in Education. They can't even shoulder the cost of having our classrooms have electric fans, having to rely on the teacher's charisma and ability to suck in donations for classroom improvements in spite of increasing our tax obligations.
@Hans.Trondheim I hope you are ok. Bc ironically, you are similar to me, in the sense of being too kind, can't change anything, and "easily lose a friend".
@Hans.Trondheim
Anyway, i cross fingers you will be fine in the future.
(Reducing emotions is my own "solution" + Humanity in general is not worth saving, like Thanos think + Suicide attempt-fail that kinda broke mind like Jinx/Joker from "good people" into "mess")
@Tsuru I'm on medication right now, since I tried 'that' again last time. I'm wishing the rest of this year will be fine to me, because since January up to present has not been kind, and I'm losing hope.
Well, all of this can easily be avoided if I actually avoided people, but I can't. I have work, my bills and medicines won't pay for themselves, and my students need help.
Ok but at least "open" your profile. (well, kinda ironic i have mine blocked *ashamed*)
The doc when he said "talk with others", he meant "distract your mind from all the depressive stuff"
At least let your profile open, so we (or I) can post some fluffier/wholesome stuff.
Because the more you "close yourself" and "stay close to dark-stuff (students)" the more its dangerous
And pretty sure, only morons would dislike you.
Just dont despair, there are always stuff to look forward to. Or try to eat something sweet, so your brain get "more dopamine" (its the ultimate secret "why" depressed people often turn to bulimia actively-or-passively, but not knowing the reason behind it)