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Studying, making money on the side, exercising

I don't feel alive anymore. I missed back when I still hanging out with that particular bully group and they pick on me and I would get so depressed I cried, listen to music for inspiration to off myself with paracetamol

I miss those times, I want to feel the urge to jump off the 3 story and give up on trying

Why thr fuck amm I like this

It's

I feel great whenever a new achievement is achieved, like, going to the pool, being recognized, having true friends that fuck with me

But at night when I lay down, I don't feel like it's meant to be.

I can definitely turn this into a manipulation hentai plot

Jk, I need to stop using jokes to cope and divert after saying some serious shits, that's why ppl hate me.

Nii-san makes me worried.

Nee

Nah jk no need to worry, just... Weird feelings, urges to do stupid stuff

you're so used to suffer that when your life is actually good, you tell yourself "do I deserve this? is this what I'm supposed to be feeling?"
give it some time and your stupid brain will readjust itself
good luck, I hope you get well soon.

I don't think that's the exact case... But thank you a lot, love. Can I kiss ur toe

I believe it is fine to vent. Have you told anyone else in your life about this?

Please go see a therapist.

Being masochistic is... not good. Really not good for your case.

Take care.

A therapist is not in my capability rn, but don't worry, nothing very bad going to happen. I am not going to tell anyone either.

Whatever you might believe, you deserve it, all the good that you got, it's not some cruel joke. You deserve to have good things happen to you.

I'm a bit full of myself to, so I don't believe it's a case of "I'm a pile of a shit that don't deserve any good"

But just... I don't feel happy, being well... Does that make sense?

My online presence shows a masochistic and perverted side because I couldn't escape coping with horrible jokes, ever since depression, and until now.

I should be more like how I chatted with Voidiris about serenitu