(Real feeling I got every time I get a hug) I am overwhelmed and felt my back shivering, it started getting... Massaged? It is impossible to describe, perhaps my back is getting lighter one might say. And I wanted to just let go of all my muscles, my shoulders, head, back, and legs, but not the arm I have to squeeze harder. But not the legs either because I'm afraid I might pull you down and hurt ye.
does it matter? you shouldn't think or try to be something, you should just be
being, existing, is already exhausting
thinking about how to exist all the time will be even more exhausting