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I've learned so much and see so much, the life that can only be describe using vague words like "peace" "romantic" and "blue night" can only be a dream

Am I born just to suffer?

If this is fate at work, fate, fuck you.

Relatable, I saw that already coming in a young age and trained myself to take joy in suffering.

"Mình nên tiếp tục hay nên tự sát, đâm bút vào tim?"

This lyric stucks with me.

What?

If it makes you feel better through schadenfreude most of my dreams involve me dying in some way. I remember getting stabbed by 10 men, thrown and drowned in a lake, falling off a building, going through a plane crash(well, I did survive but my immediate family did not), getting eaten by some SCP ass monster and the world straight up just getting erased as I become an asteroid. There's more but I'm hitting the limit

Extra detail that didn't fit in the original post: You can actually feel pain in your dreams, just that it's kind of numb and obviously not as bad as real life.

Anyways, lighten up. You have some pleasant dreams to treasure.

Well first I'm german
Second it doesn't when you, you die no matter what.
I just live for what it is worth and honestly don't care about when I die.
Sometimes I even think of killing myself to spite others but I know that the entertainment I would get isn't as great as other routes.

I know we're strangers in the internet, but it hurts my heart seeing you like this
I wish I had a solution for what you're going through because I'm in a somewhat similar place.

one of the reasons I stopped writing was because of my depression and how I spend every waking moment daydreaming, trying to escape reality, or contemplating suicide.

the only thing I can say to you is that you're not alone, you're not the only one trying to escape

good luck and I hope you get well soon

There are no normal writers, huh, only crazy ones.

we're basically doing voluntary schizophrenia

Well, thanks, everyone. I think everything was just a quick flash of depression, I don't know if the feelings might return, but I'm sure I can try and suppress it in the mean future.

good luck!!!!

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good lick!!!!