I'm glad that I can be that for you and others on the forums. Keep up with your dreams and try your best. I was the annoying friendless kid when I was younger so I understand. There is a place for everyone. It's just a matter of finding it.
Though kinda over the top recomfort sentence ^^" (wry smile)be blessed in all that you do by the grace of God. Pursue Your dreams ----cess is not up to them.
Sigh~Know that no matter what, you are seen and loved. Even if you can't see it.
Keep be you Paul. Never change~