A few years after you finish schooling you’ll wish you could go back to those simpler days in school no matter how shitty they may have seemed back then. The days where you had all the time in the world to do whatever you wanted and enjoyed. Where everything was still fresh and new. Where you didn’t have to work yourself to death for a living or deal with adult problems like rent/mortgages/loans/debt.
Those days where you didn’t need to worry about whether you’d have enough money to eat. Where you didn’t need to worry yourself sick about sending out hundreds of personalized resumes and cover letters just for the small chance of getting even a simple call back for the possibility of being hired.
Its actually fine since i know adults have to worry about lots of other things and my problem with school right now might not seem like a problem. However its really a problem when you feel yourself having depression and have confirmed to have OCD and eating disorders.
Hun, it is a problem, to you. So I hope you know there are many different types of help out there for you. I don't know your actual individual case. Just know that there is always a way out. Even when that hole feels endless.
If you ever need anything dear, be it medical education/advice/anything. Don't be afraid to dm me! I don't mind being a listening ear too. Or help you find any resources available to you that you might need. c: Sorry, the nurse in me comes out.
Just saying, but if you do think this is more than a passing down, professional help is called for. Then again, it might be difficult to get an appointment.