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Tsuru

So yes, like the name of a certain vampire. I envy her.

As someone cursed to be lonely and alone. I so envy her.

(warning: there is difference between ENVY vs JEALOUSY, not same thing)

Tsuru

Envy : desire to have a quality, possession, or other desirable thing belonging to (someone else).

Jealousy : feeling or showing an envious resentment of someone or their achievements, possessions, or perceived advantages.

Tsuru

gigi murin (hololive and 1 more) drawn by advarcher

Tsuru

I post some pics, no one care (some do but the usual people)
Pangmida post her self-made art ? Everyone acclaim her.

SRB

hey guys ? What about our usual things ? Why are you so focused on her?????

You usually end up deleting my messages on your profile. It's not that big of a deal, I can understand why you're doing it, but it makes me feel like writing anything on your profile is pointless (if it's not a cute anime picture). Even when it's a dumb joke about Gyatt for Nerizzler. Especially then.

Tsuru

Frustrate me to no end.

(Im lucid though, and not hating her) (im not evil)

I am at fault too.
But my frustration is just like the frustration of people on internet reading first comment of video or thread and not scrolling down.
Something you cant do anything about.

SRB

I like my silly jokes, you might've noticed, considering I still have the cringe obscene Russian chastushki somewhere on my profile. That's how I show my love.

Tsuru

You usually end up deleting my messages on your profile. It's not that big of a deal, I can understand why you're doing it, but it makes me feel like writing anything on your profile is pointless (if it's not a cute anime picture). Even when it's a dumb joke about Gyatt for Nerizzler. Especially then.

Yes my bad.

And yes, i guessed/know that people fear posting bc i risk deleting it.

Tsuru

But to be fair, i delete everyone equally. Myself included.

kek. crappy joke.

SRB

I post some pics, no one care (some do but the usual people)
Pangmida post her self-made art ? Everyone acclaim her.

... I'll be honest with you, Pangy's posts get so many reactions for the same reasons Hans' art does. Because they drew it with their own hands, spent a lot of their time on it and did all the work. You repost pics from Danboroo.

Yeah, they're pretty, but... They're just reposts.

Tsuru

Yes. I know.
And that is what makes me sad.

You guys focus on the efforts. While i focus on the quality and art itself.

Edit : Fuck my words sounds bad. Plz to people that see it, dont misunderstand. pangmida art is great. But bc of friend filter, there is a inflation(?) of feelings in it.

SRB

I appreciate you sharing it with us, I like that you post pictures on our profiles when you find something that fits our character, don't get me wrong. But... Yeah...

Tsuru

Its like praising the art bc "its a friend". Just like people will congratulate a genius artist painting bc its from picasso.

Meanwhile i-------(nah i dont say that, it sounds bad)...........sigh...........whatever.....

Tsuru

when you find something that fits our character, don't get me wrong. But... Yeah...

Yep...........Its this "yeah....." part that frustrate me. (i understand the meaning you say)

I feel lonely.

SRB

Yes. I know.
And that is what makes me sad.

You guys focus on the efforts. While i focus on the quality and art itself.

Let me leave you with one wise thing some cartoon character said (my boss is already looking at me weirdly for spending such a long time on my phone)

It's not always the destination that matters, but the journey that took you there.

Tsuru

At same time, what you said, basically confirm my thought, that no one care.

I mean, Elijah also get no attention (he is more pitiful than me)
but more due to him focusing on a theme no one particular like (forgot the name of the IP).

Meanwhile, no one cares no matter what.

Tsuru

(my boss is already looking at me weirdly for spending such a long time on my phone)

GO WORK !!!!!
DONT LOSE YOUR JOB BC OF ME !!!!!

SRB

Nah, he's chill.

And Tsuru-chan, here.

Tsuru

Sigh, ty srb for your words. You basically helped me confirm a few(2) things.

That no one is interested of art like i do.
And 2) wont say it. Dont want more problems.

Tsuru