A few days ago, I submitted an entry for a youth writing competition. I spent ~12 hours on this essay, and through this experience I discovered that I liked spending long amounts of time thinking. Overall, this competition has made me want to write more, and maybe I’ll do so in the future.
I’m going to be free for quite a while, so I might explore some interests in the near future. I know that nothing will happen if I don’t try, and since life isn’t fun recently, I will try to make the most out of this year by trying to work on something.
I’m having struggle to keep being motivated, I feel like school is consuming me although it’s not even hard. I have been in this low-mental state since level camp (which sucked), and I hope it gets better.