I really don't understand the scenario. If I receive the money, I receive the memory, and I will be released? But will my memory be transplanted in the other person still? Or I will retain my previous memory with the new one
As a bad writer myself, I feel you. But if you enjoyed it, why stop? The best teachers are experience and repetition.
But if you reallly need it:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLSH_xM-KC3Zv-79sVZTTj-YA6IAqh8qeQ ---- 2020 Creative Writing Lectures at BYU...